Wednesday, August 03, 2011

Not so Good

Maggie had a bad day yesterday. A major setback in gut motility may be temporary, or it may be the end. I will know more within hours.

My fear and my grief are overwhelming, especially following so closely on my loss of Janow.

There has been distress at my decreased availablity, both emotionally and physically. I want to die.

4 comments:

The Fab Furs said...

Love is hard.

divakitty said...

Oh Cara - sending hugs, love and hopes that Maggie will turn the corner.

d. moll, l.ac. said...

I didn't see this until today, but I knew it. It is how I would feel.

Gail said...

You are on my mind. Healing thoughts and prayers are sent.